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Created on 2001-03-13 03:24:55 (#73899), last updated 2005-02-22

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For the first time, I feel time like a heartbeat, the seconds pumping in my breast like a reckoning; the numinous mysteries that once seemed so distant and unreal, threatening clarity in the presence of the truth entertained not in youth but only in its passage. I feel these words as if their meaning were weight being lifted from me, knowing that you will read them and share my burden as I have come to trust no other. That you should know my heart, look in to it, finding there the memory and experience that belong to you, that are you, is a comfort to me now as I feel the tethers loose and the prospects darken for the continuance of a journey that began not so long ago, and which began again with a faith shaken and strengthened by your convictions. If not for which I might never be so strong now as I cross to face you and look at you incomplete, hoping you will forgive me for not making the journey with you.

No, don't second-guess yourself.
Instinct is correct nine times out of ten.
Your suspicion is right; I am her alter-ego.

I am all that she so politely edits from her daily life.
This, dear reader, is distilled angst.

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